waiting is so dreadful

and im calling her becuase i want her in my bed tonight, i took a shower, scrubbed between my legs and waitied for her, shell call after two in the morning, she likes me, she kissed me, no ones kissed me in such a long time, she still has to play her other toys, but she watches out for me, she likes me and tells me the truth, i like her breasts and i like her breaths, i like her missing teeth, she is a bad one, but i like em bad,  she tells me she just wants me for sex, i dont mind, she wants to move in, she wants to get clean, she wants to live a beuatiful life, i tell her i was made to fall so i can meet up with her and we can both get out of this darkness together, sometimes you cant get out of the darkness by yourself, we all need someone to help us get out, i need her love and she needs my help to fight the dragons, together we will defeat all the dragons, she confessed to me earlier that she will be dead and found in a restroom due to an overdose of heron, i tell my friends the same thing, all the stories she told me, i tell all my friends, i was hanging outwith her and i didnt know how to tell her my secrets without her telling me i was a freak, but she started to talk, with a candor and love and i loved her in return and i heard my story coming out of her mouth, it could not be, but it was, i have finally met myself, and i love her, thats right, i love her i love her i love her i love her,  tell her world, tell her that i love her and maywe both find that peace & serenity we both starve for!!!!!