cant remember the last time i wrote on this thing but i have to say something before this day is over, be it anything as long as i get to say something, well let me talk of my friend that lives in michigan, she is really really getting on my nerves sometimes i think she calls me just to put me down, it seems like her life is down and out and she must call me up and put me down just to make herself feel better i don't understand poeple like her they really really make me feel weird well she called me last night and told me how this guy took her for a ride literally some cab driver who told her to if she would like a drink and shared it with him in the cab he was driving, oh come on, a cab driver, oh well i guess i was dating a crack head so its not much of a difference but she was talking about how this cab driver wanted a kiss and wanted more and she did not tell me any more but she has before and she has gone crazy sometimes but im not here to judge im just here to listen right, i listen to all people and i listen to what everybody has to say, but sometimes i don't know im just writing sometimes because it is my favorite word here at my house they are drinking margaritas but i don't like them they are weak and i think about my friend and how she asked me what i was doing and i hadnt even spoken twenty seconds and she was already putting me down and in the past people have told me that i am too sensitive but i don't care if you are being insensitve to me then why am i your friend, im not insensitive to you, never ever am i mean to other people unless they are mean to me first, but i don't understand any of this im just a poet a writer, i am not a drug addict i am more than that i am more than what i am showing people